Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I'm back.

Where do I start??
I am slowly getting used to the fact that my Mom is gone. The urge to call her has subsided. I visited her grave for the first time last week to check on the engraving I had done. It looks nice. The grass is so green on top of the gravesite it looks fake. I probably won't go back there for a long long time.
I left the safety of my old job for a new challenge at a Child Care center as the Administrative Assistant. I love it, the people are great and friendly...I go over to the old office for lunch with my friends every day. It's such a nice change of pace to work with kids again. I dont miss the old job even a little.
We decided that Rufus would be better off with a new home. A friend of mine from work happened to be looking for a dog and she offered to dog sit for him while Henri went to Maine and I went to NH with the girls for a weekend. Rufus never came home. They loved him and kept him and that was fine with me. I have guilt over letting him down, but am glad he is with this family. They have two girls 10 and 12 and they walk him every day and take him to a nearby beach to run. Perfect for Rufy. Cricket has settled back into being an only dog quite well. She's doing well considering her whole little life was flipped upside down too. It took a little adjustment time, but I think were all good now. She has been so good with Carlie and I am amazed at how patient she has been with being attacked by a 3 year old. She's coming along.
Carlie is now in a big girl bed, going on day 4. So far so good. She's talking and singing constantly and is more fun every day. I wish my Mother could be here to hear all the things she says and kills me she's missing it all.
Henri's job is going well...It's not turning out to be all that was promised (as usual) but he's hanging in there. He leaves early and comes home late and is running constantly. We look forward to weekends, but even the weekends we dont plan anything seem to fill up with things to keep us busy. Were looking forward to the holidays and greatful were all working and healthy. That's cause for us to celebrate after these past couple of years!!!


Fooseberry said...

Wait and I come to your house for therapy??
This year,2010,will be our year.
Out of the dark cloud and into the sun for both of our families.
I am stating that-No questions. I won't allow it to be anything but.
Again I say you are a terrific and strong lady!

Barry said...

Hey, Bonnie-

It's been 19 years since my Mom died and 22 since my Dad. Unfortunately they're buried in Pennsylvania. I have not been back for several years, but so want to. I understand your not wanting to go back. You will when it feels right.



Rebecca said...

Welcome back Bonnie. It was good to see your humor in words again.
I will always think of you now when I see a gingerbread house. The visual of you chucking the house out the kitchen window almost made me pee.
I love ya girl and I am so proud of the person you are.
I am so fortunate to have you as my friend.